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The Perfect Thing

by Pessimist

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1.
Gate Crash 02:11
Find a way to keep you on your knees I'll bury your memories in my back garden Where I keep my family tree There's no where else I'd rather you to be. I'm a chore, I'll always come to you to beg for more and more Find me here, I'll always wait for you until I get ignored Forever waiting right outside your door. You're always singing my song I guess I'll never get along without you, I was proud of you There's no way I'll get along With the mindset that you gave me, wont you hate me? Wont you stay on your side of the bed? I'll just go back to where I came from. Take a breath now, take it as you please I'm going I'm not coming back for you To see me crawling at your knees. There's no where else you'd rather me to be.
2.
Coffee 03:00
Another monday morning, spent with something boring, this isn't time well spent, there must be more to this, Not today, I won't let you take away my soul there's more to me than money, I won't be spat out by you Is this the best I can do? Never knowing what I could do. Is this the best I can do? Always dreaming of something new. I guess I'll never really know 'til I spread my wings and go. Texting all my best friends, making paper airplanes, There's lack of motivation, from being paid for boredom I'll never settle when there's something better. I'm getting over it. I need that feeling.
3.
Platform 2 03:36
Sat on the torn up seat off the same old train I know I've got flowers in my head, Tulips and Rose I'm shaking from the cold, zip up my coat It's 9AM, no coffee 'cos I'm broke I finally arrive after some time I look at you and wish that you were mine, the butterflies start kicking in and I feel so sick but I won't give in to it I just need your colour on my skin I'll let you runaway and forget who you were before I came along to rescue you from disease I'll protect you and everything you expect me to understand that you and I were always meant to be It's always you and me. You meet me at the station, we start up a conversation with how, your clothes look great, I love your hair but I can't breathe you stole my air but I catch my breath in time to laugh to the joke you told about your class It's hard for me to focus when you're giving me that look again
4.
All I know, is that I've never felt so alone I keep busy, but it doesn't seem to distract me from Being stuck here in this rut and I know it (and I know it's a pain) I'd pick myself up but I can't seem to do it (I'm always failing) I can't do this alone don't need advice, you need to listen I can't do this on my own. 'Cos I need my friends to share this weight 'Cos I can't seem to hold it, I'm gunna break. I can't do this on my own. I don't know how it got so bad, how I ended up alone Guess I started too many fires burnt those bridges to the ground. So many people cut me off, they wanna see me turning soft And I don't know where's left to turn, but I can't do this on my own 'Cos I'm so sick of changes Creating Strangers So sick of changes Forgetting faces I used to be someone, now barely recognize what I've become.
5.
Better Days 04:19
I've always thought about the days when we were young and free and brave and all the flowers in the garden never faded away And it's about time we made the change Untie the ropes and re arrange All of the memories you kept under my name Close your eyes, I'm barely breathing But I'll make it out just fine. It's over again I'll no longer pretend That my mind is all over the place So pick up this heart of mine and tear it in two But both pieces are mine I wont leave one alone with you. Forever fighting with the demons in my head I'm so lost inside this ocean of my pain and my regret So step aside and let me run from all of this mess I'm a slave to your sentiment, something I try to second guess. I never thought you'd be there in the end You'll never be there in the end, it's time to let go. Head in my hands I scream and shout Trying to figure you out It seems so easy fighting back But I know you'd like that, you want that.
6.
It's one of those days again, where I lose all motivation and my mind thinks smoking cigarettes will cure me of the emptyness. It's one of those days again, where I can't wait to go back to bed can't face the world today, I'd rather isolate what's left of me I keep falling back to sleep I don't stand for anything besides my broken dreams I'll never be that perfect thing you want from me, so leave me be and give up. I'll never be that perfect thing you want from me. This house is so quiet and my thoughts are running riot put my faith in food delivery, but it fails to deliver me so where do I go now? With no sense of aspirations staying in bed won't solve my problems, but it seems to work for others How can it be? Seems to me the only god damn thing, I'm here for is for you to bring, me down. Count me out of this race I don't care right now.
7.
Sat on the torn up seat off the same old train I know I've got flowers in my head, Tulips and Rose I'm shaking from the cold, zip up my coat It's 9AM, no coffee 'cos I'm broke I finally arrive after some time remember how I wish that you were mine, the butterflies start kicking in and I feel so sick but I won't give in to it I just need your colour on my skin I'll let you runaway and forget who you were before I came along to rescue you from disease I'll protect you and everything you expect me to understand that you and I were always meant to be It's always you and me. You meet me at the station, we start up a conversation with how, your clothes look great, I love your hair but I can't breathe you stole my air but I catch my breath in time to laugh to the joke you told about your class It's hard for me to focus when you're giving me that look again

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The Perfect Thing EP
Released: 2016

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released August 1, 2016

Written, produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by Pessimist.
Artwork by Gaz Mell

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